You  know what is sad? when your own mother wants to see you fail,
when the person everyone thinks should be the most supportive takes away what she gave you.

It feels awful to realize how much you despise the person who gave you life. I tried really to understand, when she kicked me off her house and I had to live in the house of my boyfriend's mom. Or when she took away the car when I crashed and I had to ask for rides, to buy food or go to school (from Juarez Mexico to El Paso US).

Three months ago  I just got a new job, a new apartment (nothing fancy but it was cheap) . Last week I lost my job, I' ve been struggling with the money, rent, food,school, and my mom decided that she wanted the car back giving me the excuse that I didn't pay  the registry when she knows that I don't have any money....

God I couldn't even pay to go to school this semester and she knows it...

The other day I ate a pack of mini donuts for the day... I'm such a failure...